Sunday, September 27, 2015

Fake people!

Today when I wake up, I wake up with a tired face describing the tiredness of fake smile, fake hugs, fake friends, false hope and fake people. And when I try to open my eyes I fear whether I am surrounded by the fake ones or not.
                     Nowadays, I see a lot of fake people and sometimes I think what happened to those real ones? Actually today fake people do not surprise me anymore, loyal people do!
                          Fake guys are like pennies- two faced and too cheap. They are very good on pretending that they like you and they care for you. But they will be the one stabbing you in your back and asking you, "Why are you bleeding so hard?"
                   Nowadays everyone isn't your friend. Just because they hang with you and laugh with you doesn't mean they are for you. Just because they share something with you doesn't mean they are the real ones. People pretend very well.
                       Today I have so many fake people around me that I have been habitual to it. I realize the person with whom I used to share my every feelings was actually hiding everything from me. Sounds nonsense but a guy became so fake that one day he forgot who he actually is.
                              But now, I am fed up with them. I am tired facing them. However, I know I can't change the people around me but I can certainly choose those with whom I want to be. And I am damn sure I won't choose those who are fake and who keep on giving me fake hopes in order to grab unnecessary attentions. So, now it's my life, it's my choices, it's my mistakes and it's my lessons.
                                                    And you, yes you! Stop letting people be in your world just because they show you some hope. For the reason that it makes you feel good doesn't mean they may be true. Stop being afraid of those enemies who will attack you. Be afraid of yourself, if you will hug a fake guy someday.
             Be careful with whom you share your weakness. Some people can't wait for the opportunities to use them against you. Never eat with the people you didn't starve with. Never ride with the people you didn't walk with. It doesn't matter even if it makes you alone in a crowd. Be yourself. Control your mind, emotions and feeling. And yes pay attention every time because one real situation clearly exposes all those fake people.
                                                             -Hritik Pathak 77

Wednesday, September 23, 2015

My 17th book!

So, it’s my 17th year now. It can’t believe it. Time gets passed so fast. Thank you all for wishing me on my birthday. Thank you all for making me feel special.
              I have completed 16 years of my lifespan. Don’t know how much days or years I am gonna live. Till now I have collected lots and lots of memories, though I don’t find them enough. Till now I have tried many things, though some beneficial and some blatant.
        Falling in love, bunking classes, getting involved in fight, getting drunk, driving crazy, making fun of teachers, etc. These things has always been my favorite moments.
                      Now it’s my 17th book that I am writing. 16th was the best, full of memories, full of joy and full of excitement where I experienced new things, where I met new people.
      But now, exhaling all my negative thoughts I’ll have to move on in those things in which I couldn’t. I’ll keep on writing good stories which will certainly make my 17th book better than that of 16th.

           All those incidents have taught me many stuffs. They say mistakes are the best teachers and yeah after making so many mistakes I am finally realizing what is it to be a good lover, a better son and the best person. I am finally learning all those stuffs which are making me mature day by day.

Monday, September 21, 2015

Fear


 Fear- the word itself sounds dangerous. According to the oxford dictionary, fear is probably that feeling which everyone has when something bad happens. But according to me, fear is the brains way of telling that there  is something which you need to face and rise up. Because you are likely known for what you overcome, not for what you do.
                  Every person in this world has fear, fear of something. The fear of imperfection. The fear of being defenseless. The fear of losing the one with whom you have a deep affection. The fear of failure.
               Even I have some fear. Can I be safe? Can I be me? Can I be accepted? Will I be successful? These questions usually roam around my mind and create a kind of fear inside me.
                  All these kinds of fear make you lose your head, whether to move on or to end up here. It makes you play a game where, if you face and get the better of it then you win but if you put back your steps then you lose the game. Now it's in your hand whether to ascend and be a winner or to change your tune and remain as a looser.
                    When you start facing it, you start getting more deeper into it, and when you start getting more deeper into it your fear goes on increasing. Now you will have no exception rather than dealing with it and giving your best. Then it's the actual moment, it's your real exam, where you should have some patience and keep on giving your best answer to the questions. You have to fight till the very last second of your time limit.

                   Finally after the exam there you are, the most delighted person in this world, the most proudest guy in this world. You have got the best of it. Congratulations! So stay cool, never give up and keep on going. And for those who don't have any kind of fear, you just don't have any dreams in your life!  

Thursday, September 17, 2015

Over-thinking!


I hate it. I absolutely hate it. It puts all the negative thoughts into my mind. Whenever I start over-thinking I start creating scenarios in my head. Some good, some bad. It can lead me to being let down.
It always creates a false hope. It always leads me to a bad mood. It makes me feel worthless and hopeless. It makes me feel like I was never good enough. It makes me feel like I am going to lose someone who means much to me. It stops me from doing something I want, because the scenarios scares me of the result and stops me from taking the risks. It prevents me from saying the things I've always wanted.
                          The biggest disease of the mind is over-thinking. It's like eating too much. The heaviness makes it difficult to stay light and flexible. Genuinely, it creates the problem that doesn't exists. It makes you swim in the river with no water.
                        A psychologist said," Over-thinking is a dream killer, sometimes you can drown yourself in your own dreams." Certainly, it ruins you. It ruins the thing, twists the situation, makes you worry and finally makes everything worst than it actually is.
                     When you start over-thinking, you start breaking everything into small pieces and even get deeper into it. You even cover your good qualities by your thinking and let it burn for sometime. You let yourself be in, in a firetrap and that fire gets into every room of your mind. You become like a Dracula sucking your own blood. You deconsecrate everything and just over-think.
                        Though you know it's unnecessary thinking. Though you know it hurts you more than in real life. Though you know it makes your situation more complicated. You over-think! This is because when you start over-thinking you can never stop it. So, just never let anything play in your mind. Feel relaxed all the time. Stay calmed. Just leave everything and watch what's gonna happen next!

                                                     -Hritik Pathak 77!

Tuesday, September 15, 2015

A letter to my dad!

Dear Dad,
Having a father like you is the best complacency I have ever got. Having a guy like you in the clan is the happiest thing our family has ever got. Having a mate like you makes me feel like I am the most luckiest one.
           You are the perfect example of how a person with the feeling of altruism should be. You are the perfect example of how a person can ascend in his life just for others. You are the perfect example, how a god's gift should be.
              You are the best father anyone can ever have. Your ways of dealing with my every problems in such a diplomatic way is one of the best quality in you. Your way of acceding my proposals is just awesome. Spending the time by clicking photos with a photographer like you has always been my favorite moment.
Your way of making fun of me, even makes me laugh. Talking with you whenever you are boozed up makes me feel even funnier. Your habit of never getting in a bluster mood is the thing I love the most. That's why I feel free to share my secrets with you. That's why sometimes I feel like you know about me more than I know about myself.
          Sometimes I dream of the moment when we two will go in a tour, sit in a bank of river and have a can of beer. LOL!
                 I know you love me the most. I know you are the one who will stand by my side even though the whole world is on the other one. I know you are the one who will catch my finger and make me move on in every situation. Just remain happy. Stay cool. Stay funny as ever. Keep supporting. And don't worry one day i'll surely make you proud. :)

Saturday, September 12, 2015

And a day without her

A day without her made me feel like a decade without her. Truely I missed her alot. I was satisfying myself remembering her smile. I was happy remembering the moments we had with each other. It felt like something important was missing. It was like my blood about to lose it's colour. I was like an empty beer glass. I was like a cigrattee without match stick. I was like why I miss her so much. It's just amazing. I didn't even used to miss cricket that much. Just a day and that much worst feeling. That's just LOL! I have realized now I can live without cricket but not without her. Not at all! Just I wanted was to spend a little time with her, even a minute would be enough. Just I wanted was a doz of her one smile. Just I wanted was a word from her sweet lips. Just I wanted was a blink of her cute eyes. Now just I think is , if one day could kill me this much then what if she goes too far away from me. In that case, surely I would leave this world, in fact there won't be any reason for my survival. Surely, I would give up. How I hope like there won't be any wall between us. How I hope like she would understand my love. How I hope like she would love me as much as I do her. How I hope like she would be by my side forever and we would spend our life looking to each other. And how I hope like she had missed me as much as I did her today. So, this was how my day ended up. The feeling that I missed her throughout the day. The feeling that i couldn't celebrate my weekend. The feeling of darkness everywhere!!! ~Hritik Pathak 77

Friday, September 11, 2015

Falling in Love!

A guy said that feeling of falling in love with a girl, will be the best feeling you will ever experience. Somehow I also agree with that person. It's like experiencing something peculiar everyday. It's like the beginning of the new chapter everyday. It's like the starting of a new story in your life.
                                      It's like your heart is leaping up. It feels like winning a lottery, you never hope you will but when you win it's just awesome! You can't be sure when this all happened, or even when it started. All you will know for sure is you are falling hard and all you can do is pray for her to feel the same. You just want her to let you be in, in your heart. You wanna fill that empty space.
                                   You fall in love with everything around you. Her smile, her voice, her body, her laugh, her eyes just everything. In simple words, you fall in love with her and all her little things. You will develop a bad habit of loving her more everyday.
                                    But those all feeling I mentioned are for beginners. When you start getting deeper, it's a different case. Truely speaking, there comes an awful moment when you realize you are falling in love. That should be the most joyful one but actually it's not. It's always a moment full of fear, because as you know night follows day, that joy is rapidly followed by some pain.
                                   When you get even deeper into this, you realize falling in love is the best way to kill your heart because when she is not yours, you feel like your heart is laid in coffin and you are just waiting for it to be creameted.There begins the nightmare life. You face all kinds of pain and those pains can't be cured by any medicines. It's a obstinate case. You feel like your heart is in a gunpoint and the one who is shooting is you yourself.
                                        And finally you end up with these sort feelings. Now just compare the feeling at the beginning of the story and now at the end of it. It finally makes you realize a good beginning can not always give you a good ending. It finally makes you realize you had been dying for some nonsense things. It makes you realize you were celebrating a lottery you never won.
                             Therefore you think of forgetting her and ending all these things. But it's funny that, it will hurt you more. You think of taking any of your steps and you finally end up with a pain. That pain which will keep on pinching you throughout your life. Maybe it will be my mistake to say that this is how your story ends up, because this story is never gonna end!
                                                                         -Hritik Pathak 77

Monday, September 7, 2015

Expectations!

I don't know why am I having such expectations. I don't know why my heart is beating faster nowadays. I don't why it feels like she is close to me. That one dream, that one smile and that look has increased my expectations. Looking into her eyes I feel like I am inside her. In fact I find myself inside her. I feel like her every smile is dedicated to me. Nowadays, I am having manifestation that she at least likes me. This is how I wanna move on, with her. These expectations has increased my feelings. These expectations has made me more attracted towards her. Now, I have found myself loving her more than anyone and anything in this world. I find myself caring her the most.
                                                        But I don't know the reasons for having such expectations. Though I know and I have experienced that expectations hurts a lot. Everyday my expectations are increasing and everyday I realize I am gonna die soon. However, I know it's not my fault at all. Maybe seeing her in my every dream is the reason behind this. It has been about two weeks that I have found her in my most of my dreams. I just find me and her in this world. But I know this dream will never be fulfilled, coz she gives a damn to me. Though I know these expectations are gonna hurt me a lot, I wanna include. I wanna make her realize that no one can love her more than me in this world. I wanna show her how crazy I am for her. Maybe she won't understand these sort of things. Maybe she won't understand my love for her. But I know how I am. I know I'll be there for her throughout HER LIFE! I know I'll be waiting for her. No matter I'll be in elemental form forever, I will work harder to get her. But now, all I can do is just wait for her to understand this soon! :)

Saturday, September 5, 2015

Never get hopeless guys!! :)


I am in love !

I feel like I am getting mad day by day. I feel like something amazing is happening in my life. I feel like my eyes need some check up. How can I see a same girl getting prettier day by day? The same girl, the same identity, the same style but the prettier look the prettier smile and the prettier face everyday. I told my friends about this and asked them if they see the same, but they started laughing at me. They started teasing me. But I know that's because they don't see her the way I do. I see her from my heart and they see her from her eyes. So, I can feel her smile getting cuter everyday. I can feel her face having a beautiful glow everyday. I can feel her look getting more killer everyday. Today when I see her, I find myself falling more deeply for her. I feel my heart beating more faster for her. Maybe that's because I am in love. In love with an alien who can do several magics inside me. In love with a girl who has stolen my heart and has hidden that somewhere inside hers. In love with a witch who has casted my spell in me, whose spell lets me off into a world. A world where I feel everything is perfect because she is in it. Don't know what is happening to me, when I saw her for the first time it was like the time stopped for a moment and I felt like the only people in this world are me and her. But now the time stops only for a while. Maybe the time is directly propotional to her beauty. Oh, how I wish I could see her gor my entire life so that I could forget all my pains, all my sorrows and spend my life looking at her face!! -Hritik Pathak 77

Tuesday, September 1, 2015

Never Give Up


         The more you are failing, the more you are gaining experience and the more you are gaining experience, the more you are getting ready for the success. Don't worry if you are failing. You are failing just in the eyes of those who don't want you to get towards the success line. Those small small experience you gain will help you create a small small bomb inside you. When you have too much of experience then you will have too much of that small bombs. When you finally press the blast button in a game then the whole thing will be changed. Those people who were pulling you from back will be speechless. That blast button will change you life. So, don't be afraid of failure, be afraid whether you are capable of that or not. If you think you aren't then make yourself capable of that. Stand up and start chasing your dreams. If you have that confidence then you will surely be successful.

                                                                                                                        -Hritik Pathak 77