A guy said that feeling of falling in love with a girl, will be the best feeling you will ever experience. Somehow I also agree with that person. It's like experiencing something peculiar everyday. It's like the beginning of the new chapter everyday. It's like the starting of a new story in your life.
It's like your heart is leaping up. It feels like winning a lottery, you never hope you will but when you win it's just awesome! You can't be sure when this all happened, or even when it started. All you will know for sure is you are falling hard and all you can do is pray for her to feel the same. You just want her to let you be in, in your heart. You wanna fill that empty space.
You fall in love with everything around you. Her smile, her voice, her body, her laugh, her eyes just everything. In simple words, you fall in love with her and all her little things. You will develop a bad habit of loving her more everyday.
But those all feeling I mentioned are for beginners. When you start getting deeper, it's a different case. Truely speaking, there comes an awful moment when you realize you are falling in love. That should be the most joyful one but actually it's not. It's always a moment full of fear, because as you know night follows day, that joy is rapidly followed by some pain.
When you get even deeper into this, you realize falling in love is the best way to kill your heart because when she is not yours, you feel like your heart is laid in coffin and you are just waiting for it to be creameted.There begins the nightmare life. You face all kinds of pain and those pains can't be cured by any medicines. It's a obstinate case. You feel like your heart is in a gunpoint and the one who is shooting is you yourself.
And finally you end up with these sort feelings. Now just compare the feeling at the beginning of the story and now at the end of it. It finally makes you realize a good beginning can not always give you a good ending. It finally makes you realize you had been dying for some nonsense things. It makes you realize you were celebrating a lottery you never won.
Therefore you think of forgetting her and ending all these things. But it's funny that, it will hurt you more. You think of taking any of your steps and you finally end up with a pain. That pain which will keep on pinching you throughout your life. Maybe it will be my mistake to say that this is how your story ends up, because this story is never gonna end!
-Hritik Pathak 77
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